sleep.

i need to start bucking up.
in my studies,
in taking care of my sheep.

i feel so stupid at times.
like, why can't i just grasp that concept?
people tell me that i'm smart,
but i don't feel so.
in fact, i feel downright stupid at times. :(

sometimes i feel ugly too,
and i just want to curl up in my bed and don't care about anything anymore.
the heck with the a levels,
anyone can score well on it given enough time and practice!

god, direct me again to you.
i'm doing all this for me.
don't let me forget this. please.