not in me.

its not in me to work hard
for my studies,
because i'll forget it all eventually.
its such a meaningless task,
but one of utmost importance.

but because if i do well in my studies,
i can glorify God,
make my parents happy,
and give myself more credibility in their eyes,
i shall do what i can.
my shepherd will also be more willing to let me join the games com for the dec youth camp! :)
i believe i wasn't put here to fail my subjects,
so i shan't,
and i shall work hard,
or i shall try to anyway.
onward christian soldier!