what matters most.

GAP, day ??

sooooooooooo............relationships are what matter most in life.

so this means people were made to be relational, weren't they?
which means, we thrive within our relationships, as long as they're healthy ones.

which is quite quite ironic, since relationships are too man's downfall.
take a look at bgr for instance.
sure, you build a cute little relationship up with someone who gives you butterflies in the stomach. but what about everyone else? the most common mistake would be to shut them out. rather natural to do so too.
your world becomes you and darling boy/girl under the perfect white fluffy clouds.
whatever.

its not the only one.
friendships can kill a person too.

God, thanks so much for giving me the friends i have now, the friends i had, the friends i will make.
they do mould me so. :)

i still can't really forget my primary school days when i just redrew into my own little shell because i was so sick of everyone teasing me.
which amazes me more so than anyone that i can handle all that and MORE now with just a shrug or a wave of my hand.
talk about finding my security in God.

woah. thank God man.

i think that my prayer life is awfully weak.
i must do something about it. i must.
argh. i do have this huge issue with discipline.