in my father's house.

"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God, trust also in me. In my Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am. You know the way to the place where I am going."
- John 14: 1-4

God, thanks for this bunch of verses.
i've been having a bad day, an awful week,
and i just feel like breaking down.
i can't take it anymore,
but i know i can pull through with your strength.
thank you for the small blessings in my life.

why is it that people ask if you're ok when they know that you're not?
its kinda ironic really.
whats more, one is in a way obligated to say that she is just dandy.
god, i'm so angry god.
but i don't know what to do with my anger.
please, let me forgive.
goodness knows how little mercy i have.