from my other blog.

was going to publish this.
but it didn't come out.
so i shall put it here, cause it is rather...private.

"decided to finally do something about my pw written report.
its really finally.
decided it wouldn't be good to skip school just to complete that dreaded thing again.

some stuff i've been pondering about lately.
why is it so hard to let go of the past?
why are these things that i've shunned the world for popping out in church?
why are some people so stupid?

i enjoy coming to church because i'm rid of things that are rampant in the world.
if i had wanted to get drunk on such things, i can freely do so in my very own school.
so why is this going on in church?
i don't understand it. ok, so maybe i do.
but i don't like it.

and this makes me slightly reluctant to come for activites.
argh. how i hate such things."