i wanna be with you.

GAP, day 14+19=33. :)

You will also be effective when you serve God from your heart. Whenever you do what God wired you to love to do, you get good at it. Passion drives perfection.

i feel quite sick with myself for going up and down so.
but thank God i'm refreshed.
i feel much better now. :)
i don't go around feeling all empty and doubtful.
although yes, i still wonder at times, still question at times, but now i know:
there are some things that we will never understand, and God is one of them.

why did i doubt so?
because of a few pages of written literature?
hellooo, wake up girl!
you had personal experiences with God, and you still deny that he exists?
ok, like whatever man.

no more sucker-punching myself anymore.