big girls dont whine.

i really really want to be a big girl for you God.
i don't want to let my little girl emotions affect me anymore,
i don't want to let petty things ruin my day,
i dont' want to let insignificant comments blacken my sky.

i want to be someone who can be of great help to others,
who can speak pearls of wisdom into the life of others,
who looks to you instinctively,
no matter the situation.

i want to grow up,
i want to grow God.
so won't you help me?