and god bless you.

packing my table now,
and let me list the ways how i AM salt & light in the school and the ways that i AM NOT.

ways that i am NOT salt&light in school:
-don't bother handing in my homework
-fall asleep in tut+lects
-don't like to tuck in my shirt neatly
-periodically take days-off
-engage in gossip
-tell my classmates about people in school that kinda peeve me off
in other words, bitch.

ways that i am salt&light in school:
-am hardly ever late for school
-attend all lects and tuts
-do quite alright in class i.e. results not too horrible

i guess i'm being a normal student,
like any other person.
but is it really in me,
to leave without sharing the light to at least one other soul?
i have tried to light the flame,
but it flickered, and died.

so now i wonder...
what have i been called to do?
who am i setting out to be?