runaway II.

was so angry yesterday.

all i wanted to do was:
i hate my family.
i hate my family.
i hate my family.
i hate my family.
i hate my family.
i hate my family.
i hate my family.
i hate my family.
i hate my family.
i hate my family.
i hate my family.
i hate my family.
i hate my family.
i hate my family.
i hate my family.
i hate my family.
i hate my family.
i hate my family.
i hate my family.
i hate my family.
i hate my family.
i hate my family.
i hate my family.
i hate my family.
i hate my family.
i hate my family.
i hate my family.

it scares me sometimes,
how much hate i have inside.

i believed in this once,
and i think i still do.
i don't think i'll cry when my parents die.
because sometimes i wish they will.
such a terrible thought.
will i be banished from heaven?