from the heart.

from yesterday.


thank you so much God, for letting me have today's wonderful conversations with guanie, claire and raphael.

i've learnt a lot from them,
from talking to them and you dropping a word in,
for letting me realise so many wonderful things about you today.

what better way to remember what i learnt today than by cutting and pasting the convos here?

CONVO WITH GUANIE.
God's faithful servant [maid -disclaimer: with kit kat breaks- in singapore] says:
i noe b4 christmas.. i thought God was very interesting..
God's faithful servant [maid -disclaimer: with kit kat breaks- in singapore] says:
cos e fren i used to have a small crush on sent a christmas card (cos we're frens la nothing more) n it made me start to daydream again
holding out for a hero. says:
hahaha
holding out for a hero. says:
girls dont lust
God's faithful servant [maid -disclaimer: with kit kat breaks- in singapore] says:
then somehow that same evening, my classmate came to talk to me over msn (usu she doesnt initiate) then it came to who my crush was cos i've been avoiding telling her for e past mths
God's faithful servant [maid -disclaimer: with kit kat breaks- in singapore] says:
haha
holding out for a hero. says:
we daydream
God's faithful servant [maid -disclaimer: with kit kat breaks- in singapore] says:
yes!
God's faithful servant [maid -disclaimer: with kit kat breaks- in singapore] says:
n fantasize..gringirn
God's faithful servant [maid -disclaimer: with kit kat breaks- in singapore] says:
n then somehow in e conversation.. i told her a lot of disclaimers like i noe he's not e one for me then later she asked how do u noe he's not e one for me
God's faithful servant [maid -disclaimer: with kit kat breaks- in singapore] says:
then i started to type out all e reasons.. n somehow.. it suddenly hit me back again.. n e daydreams desires.. sorta not there anymore n i thought God.. you're very interesting haha ;P
holding out for a hero. says:
hahaha
holding out for a hero. says:
he leaves msgs for us in e weirdest ways doesnt he?
God's faithful servant [maid -disclaimer: with kit kat breaks- in singapore] says:
haha yes indeed
holding out for a hero. says:
its sort of like a game
holding out for a hero. says:
tt conts thru out our entire lives
holding out for a hero. says:
haha
holding out for a hero. says:
so God is a better games planner than derrick or me
God's faithful servant [maid -disclaimer: with kit kat breaks- in singapore] says:
haha.. u make it sound like God is some sadist or sth..
holding out for a hero. says:
haha
holding out for a hero. says:
nono
holding out for a hero. says:
its like
holding out for a hero. says:
treasure hunt or smth
God's faithful servant [maid -disclaimer: with kit kat breaks- in singapore] says:
e way he brings us thru stuff
God's faithful servant [maid -disclaimer: with kit kat breaks- in singapore] says:
n e good news we're e winners of e game haha
holding out for a hero. says:
haha
holding out for a hero. says:
yupyup
holding out for a hero. says:
even if e clue is super hard
holding out for a hero. says:
he keeps giving us clues till we get it
holding out for a hero. says:
i like tt he nv gives us e ans straight out
holding out for a hero. says:
makes getting to e end more impactful n enjoyable
God's faithful servant [maid -disclaimer: with kit kat breaks- in singapore] says:
hmm ya.. never really thought abt it as clues
God's faithful servant [maid -disclaimer: with kit kat breaks- in singapore] says:
hints here n there
God's faithful servant [maid -disclaimer: with kit kat breaks- in singapore] says:
then i pray that God open my eyes so i wont be so blind to e clues
holding out for a hero. says:
haha
holding out for a hero. says:
it gets more n more interesting doesnt it?
God's faithful servant [maid -disclaimer: with kit kat breaks- in singapore] says:
n scary heh..
God's faithful servant [maid -disclaimer: with kit kat breaks- in singapore] says:
but at least God's with me la.. so not so scary


God's faithful servant [maid -disclaimer: with kit kat breaks- in singapore] says:
haha.. e one with God lah
God's faithful servant [maid -disclaimer: with kit kat breaks- in singapore] says:
now i noe u're playing computer game~
holding out for a hero. says:
haha
holding out for a hero. says:
hmm
holding out for a hero. says:
i think now i'm too lazy to play
holding out for a hero. says:
n God is telling me tt break times over


with CLAIRE:
holding out for a hero. says:
its more like
holding out for a hero. says:
a deep mutual respect n fondness

holding out for a hero. says:
its not superficial anymore
holding out for a hero. says:
at any rate
it's tough not to feel alone within 4 walls. says:
yeah can see
it's tough not to feel alone within 4 walls. says:
well thats good
it's tough not to feel alone within 4 walls. says:
you've grown. (:


he's got the whole wide world, in his hands
he's got the whole wide world, in his hands
he's got the whole wide world, in his hands
he's got the whole world in his hands. :)

another memory to put in the star-shaped fictatious box.