tis a decision.

i just realised today that many things stem from making a DECISION.
like loving somone for one.
when you make a decision to love someone,
an annoying habit will become an endearing quirk.
i hope so anyway.

but whatever,
i shall try to love my family more,
so that i can make this house into a home.

i feel so hypocritical at times when i tell others to love,
yet i have yet to love myself.